My husband used to yell at me, my kids used to yell at me…everybody yelled at me and treated me like their slave, and I foolishly did nothing! Thank God that now He is showing me a new way – with the help of your course! I had already been trying to respect myself more when I stumbled upon your course, but it is really helping me grow in leaps and bounds!
I have been searching for years for the material you have here, the way God is leading us through you. And honestly it’s an incredible relief. The work is hard. It’s a faith journey. But this is the true gospel here. I’m falling more in love with Jesus. And I’m letting Him love me. This course is reaching the deep places of my heart.
I have a history of sexual abuse. As much as I believe in Jesus there has been a wall even between Him and me for years. I had a moment in prayer the other day where I was in a bed chamber of a beautiful old castle. I opened up an intricately carved wooden wardrobe. Inside was the most beautiful white dress with gold and green designs along the sleeves and down the front. In an instant it was on me. Jesus stood behind me and put His hands on my shoulders. In a soft whisper He said “I will never defile you.” I bawled like a baby. I was able to share some deep seated fears with a very trusted friend. I am believing for the restoration of my marriage but I’m finding more than anything I’m discovering a much deeper relationship with Jesus and daily my shift seems to slowly turn to “how can I serve Jesus, and my husband so he can have this healing too?” and that’s not religious phony talk. Only He could change my heart away from self. Only He could make dying to self, loving in the face of such hurt and disregard, such a noble joy-filled calling.